"FIERCEandLOVE"

I'm as FREE as My HAIR!!!

Follow me in Instagram @FierceBench and in Twitter @PraybeytBenjie

Benjie Paras is the name that my parents had given to me instead of Kyle..i'm a bit disappointed because i like Kyle better but i don't have any choice but to accept my real name although i'm using Kyle in Social sites. :D

I was born in September 21 and I've been living in this insane world for 18 years. My mom told me when I was young that im gonna be a real man but as i was traveling in my journey towards my true identity. i concluded that mom wasn't right at all.. From the bottom of my heart and inner-most part of my brain, i already accepted myself for who i am..and i'm loving the way for what i am!!

Since I achieved the confidence that i have now..I'm no longer shy of showing my true color..although there's still a bit of uneasiness.. it is because I'm believing that the people around me cannot do anything regarding my personality but to accept or ignore me.. despite of all the discrimination that bisexuals are facing today..i still feel blessed. more special,more unique,more intelligent, more humane than them.. i'm always concern about the ethics of life - its value, importance, and beauty. the emotions of others is one of the factors the i'm really taking care of because it's fragile and sensitive.i'm being kind, sympathetic and respectful to most of the people.. but i'm not a "GOOD" person because i do bad things too! :P it feel so boring if we stay good always.. right? i'm naughty sometimes (or maybe anytime) in a good way.:) i do some illegal stuffs like lifting..haha..but not all the time.. im a party animal.. i enjoy bar-hopping, drinking til il get drunk, getting laid and kissing someone in the bar. :) I've been a slut.. because the first time i did it.. i really liked it thats why i always wanna do it but i just realized that its not right anymore so i stopped. but i still wanna do it again..haha..

since i already own a netbook i and have an unlimited connection. im loving more my fave sites - FACEBOOK. TWITTER. TUMBLR. YOUTUBE. and much more..i love staring at good-looking and hot guys, creating eye-to-eye contact with them..haha.. i love walking, talking, and eating! :p although im not this good-looking but FASHION and PROPER HYGIENE is what makes me stunning.. as what Lady GaGa sang "I'M BEAUTIFUL IN MY WAY" no matter what they say.. im very open-minded but sometimes loading..hehe.. i so so so love my mom and dad for i serve them as my inspiration. i love going to malls especially when i have lots of money.. :P..i go where i wanna go.. im versatile in hanging with friends and adapting to new environment. i maybe very loud but its my way of expressing my feelings and thoughts of course. i feel loser sometimes but it's fine because i really dont know how to fight.. im so afraid in failing the expectation of others towards me. and im not that kind of person who goes down to the level of their enemy. MUSIC is what makes me feel so enthusiastic.. although music doesn't fit me! :)

in every end of the day.. i always thank God for everything he gave to me..even good or bad.. And for the people who continues to love and hate me..thank you friends and family for having ,accepting, and loving BENJIE for who he is..

"I just wanna be MYSELF and I want you to LOVE me for who I am. I don't wanna be changed and i don't wanna be ashamed. I'm the SPIRIT of My HAIR and It's the GLORY that I bare!"

--benjieP :*
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